You too, are only creation

Could you be anymore selfish as you creep in white and gray
To my right stealing a seat and planning to stay
With that eerie gaze whispering ‘see me now sir?’
And while you make the effort, desist of that electric flicker.

Nigh is time to let you know your smell; it reeks.
Your breath tells stories of the dead when it speaks.
Have I invited you, you tall, spindly entity?
No, do not answer; I’ve worse things haunting me.

If you stay, stay and smile, laugh a little and for a while
Until my true vexation smothers you out.
Do not feel oppressed when that door so wide slams wild,
Ushering in all of reality at its finest, sit and witness, so beguiled.

It is with deep regret I offer you no outlet, for you have chosen to enter a brazened mind
That forces a most hideous discourse of life and lack of liberty to the absence of any right
Die you again as though the first time in their arms now in my head, blame not my soul,
But your own, you are here to stay.

No demon dare contend, no, he dare not defend
Against the wound of white in womb
Turns gray, turns red and brown and black
Your essence, strength; belief in self

Your icy love, it hates the heart
Which speaks to you now to the end from the start
Of eternity, grave it is, but you know
You my hateful friend are damned to me now

I cannot help but jest to your agony
Blame me not, t’was your lack of conformity
If only I were not born your fear
We might have shared the stare in mirror